Wow, mind is blown 14

[Uphill]

Tim, for starters it comes with time. I'm over a year into my situation and have been kicked while I was down. I do realize that these past few weeks I've been cycling more than usual, mainly due to letting my expectations get to high. Even with that said, I'm not saying things don't still hurt. I've just come to realize that S4 means more than anything or anybody and I make the most of my time with him. Do I still want XF? Do I still love XF? The answer to both is yes. The difference is I now know I don't NEED her. Keep your head up buddy, it gets better.