Where will we go from here

[TimR]

Thank you. CWOL, Ojap and broke. I am trying to approach this and truly make the best decision for him... Not the best decision for me. If that means sacrificing parts of me or my emotional stability, I by all means would. I just need to work out what that decision is and how to accomplish it. I truly believe until WW comes out of her fog (where she comes back to me or not) I am the only stable thing in that kids life.

So here is what I am doing today. Called the church and need to call back in an hour to schedule an appointment with the Priest. Am going to move investments at lunch to put up retainer for attorney. Reached out to teacher (other wrestling coach) about how to get S to talk to school psychologist and myself to talk to them without WW finding out. Not taking any action with filing just yet.

My anger is finally subsiding. Who knows what tonight will bring but right now I just have a low flame and embers. At least I am thinking a little clearer.

Broke, I don't know if reaching out to a L she works with would be poking the bear or not. She has threatened to use the one for the D. I could see two scenarios... 1 she gets even more angry or 2 its a come to Jesus moment that S should be able to spend as much time with me as he wants as long as it is also not detrimental to her. I could not possibly predict what the outcome would be, but it may be enough for her to think rationally. Either way I do not intend to do that until I am also just ready to file within the same or next day.