Still hoping for progress

[daybyday]

W seems to be always in competition with me for some reason. Probably her innate lack of self-esteem. Checked her credit score last night and then wanted me to check mine. Hers was a little higher as the bills and EVERYTHING that requires money is in MY name. There are some other variables shown on the credit score screen and she ask' what your this? and whats your? "Hmmmm? I wonder why mine is not as high as yours". I wanted to say because you finally got a real job again (even though it pays peanuts). I have been supporting you for 25 years. Guess that's not worth much these days.

I didnt say anything, but was pissed inside and woke up the same way. She has a lot of "finding herself" to do when she gets out on her own thats for sure. Good luck because today, I am thinking I won't want to wait this thing out very long. She is not the same gal. I will prolly change my mind tomorrow, but the desperation I was feeling is starting to fade a little. No tears for 5 days which is great.

WAS just go about their day like they havent a care in the world. Like telling you that they are done and ILYBINILWY is just part of everyday discussions.

Just kind of venting this morning. Weekend brings basketball practice and my S last game. MIL said she is coming up. Oh goodie! (sarcasm). That wont be awkward. Have a good day guys and gals