We seem to be in such a similar sitch and state of mind. H dropped 2nd DB while on a biz trip and he keeps texting me. And I, like you, keep trying to mind read. Well, trying to read his crazy mind, is just making me crazy!! Yet, I have hope. I Think it is ok to have hope, just keep it in check and keep it to yourself. Keep the focus on you, and Cil had some good ideas for you to try.
I have said throughout... It will be his loss if he walks!! Your H will lose something wonderful and irreplaceable. Nel!
Me 47 H 49 S18 S15 M 21 BD #1 11/09/15 ILYBNILY I believe we are Piecing 1/2/16 Suspect EA/PA? 2/28/16 BD #2 "He tried, but needs passion." 2/28/16 Confirm PA 3/11/16, he's leaving in June H leaves 5/7/16