It's difficult to see a way back to the marriage right now but there is alot of anger and hurt talking from my w. Constant mixed messages about the future and then, like yesterday, a tyrade of reasons she doesn't want to reconcile ever. She may calm down and see things differently when I give her space, but it's not healthy for me at the moment. I'm exhausted. She has to get what she wants ot else I am letting her down. If I love her I will leave is her thinking. Be interesting to see if she will miss me and see that the grass isn't greener.
I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?
