I Still Think It's Too Late (pt 2)

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Thanks guys - I'm just floored. This is probably the hardest day since the BD.

There is so much hate, so much vitriol, and so very many lies. I've spent hours typing responses - but there's about 10 paragraphs to ever accusation.

You're right Cadet - but wow. A couple of days ago I was starting to think - maybe. Granted, this "response" was written several days ago, but now I know why she hasn't answered my offer. She "demanded" it in the response, and doesn't know what to do when it's offered to her - free for the taking.

I had to take Mom to the doctor today, so I was out for a while, and then got back on typing my response. This has taken me out of the game, ruined my day and I've taken my eye off the ball. All exactly what she had in mind I'm sure.

broke: I've always said living well is the best revenge - but the W is set on making sure she drains it out of me. I can't allow that.

It's just hard to get down and fight at the level she's at and still think about reconciliation.

One day at a time. Man, what an ugly day today was.