I am not girly (at least I don't think so) but I can certainly understand. I feel the exact same way with emotions. Sometimes I hate her and then just want to hold her. It never stops and never the same. Even with all this anger and loathing I still have feelings for her. How sorry am I?
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16