Introduction. I am the one to blame!

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I'm not a veteran. I'm newer here and I've made tons of mistakes. I have only one piece of advice: stop pushing her. You have a chance. She seems willing to consider it. Stop making her talk about it. You are backing her into a corner. Actions speak louder than words. I truly believe you have to show her you've changed consistently. Then, only then, will she consider it. Please learn from my mistakes - if I would've given time and space to my H, I may have had better chance to save my M. Good luck. And keep up the good work on YOU!