Well you were right vapo, today she has been terrible towards me, putting me down, saying that if it wasn't for the kids she would have left years ago. Our 8 year old the went into a rage, calling me names and shouting at me whilst my w just stood there. She wants me out of the house asap due to the effect on the children. She is the only one raising her voice here yet I am being vilified as a nasty man by my daughter and a bad parent and husband by my w. The atmosphere has been awful and I don't think relations will improve until I leave. I can't see a way back right now. How could I ever be respected when I am being treated like dirt. I know my w is hurting but what could I do from now on? I still have to find a place to live.
I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?
