Today was harder then the other day..the kids were asleep. He was semi flirty but I am learning to turn it off. Accept that it's a love bone. Put it in my drawer with the other junk mail.
He gave me a hug. A simple arms wrapped around hug on the way out the door. First time in a week.
I was okay with it this time. It was simple. Most he has wanted to touch me in a week. It was okay. It felt more like a friend hug then anything. Not that I want to be friends.
I think with me smiling and being happy he took it as I'm okay with everything, we are friends.
I kinda feel like he detached from me which is forcing me to detach myself.
I really do miss him asking me 246356 questions and wanting to know everything.
For a whole week now nothing really. He rarely asks or mentions anything besides kids. If it isn't about the kids he doesn't care.
I know this is what I need and want but I do miss how it was before. I felt at least semi noticed instead of invisible.
