Looking for a Spark in the dark

[Sparkls]

Good relationships are about finding people who build us up. Who enhance our lives and make us better for their existence in them. I'm just not sure H did that for me anymore. I liked having him there, sure. We did fun things together, but none if it really built me up, other than to show how much adversity I can overcome and c'mon, I've shown that more times than I can count now. As they say, you never know how strong you can be until being strong is the only choice you have. Well, I'm really tired of always being strong. I want someone who's not going to force me to always have to be the strong one. I thought I had that. The ONE time I really let myself be weak with everything going on with my mom, and what does he do?! That's not someone I want because there will come times in my life when I need someone to hold me up again. And he's just proven that that's not him, at least not the 'him' he's become right now.