This day just started, and someone is in a mood...for the first time it isn't me.

The MIL is here, and they were held up in the bedroom chatting and I have no idea what it was about but he seems a little off. I think it's something that would probably get under my skin...and maybe it bothers me a little because I don't know that what he tells me is the complete opposite of what he tells anyone else.

I'm really excited to start my new life. I have no idea what to expect, and it's scary but I also don't want to cower from anything that's a challenge or is scary to me anymore. I've been in my comfort zone for too long.

This morning I'm writing in a journal, really trying to think and reflect on what I truly want for my life...

It's harder than calculus for me right now. Or stats. Statistics was hard. :]

Lots of introspection, I need a guided journal of sorts. I'm all over the place in my head.


29/H29
T:8/M:6
D4
Overseas JAN15-16
ILYBNILWY- DEC15
BD - JAN16
Separated - MARCH16
D Filed - MAY16
OW confirmed - JUNE16