Well spoke to L today and will be getting the ball rolling. She told me beside an initial letter and trying to work things out as adults, there are no other alternatives in our area to filing. Definitely want a L because I will not be able to represent myself and look at it objectively as I should.
I have spent the morning reading case law which seems promising that I will get something but IDK about 50/50 right at the beginning. I cannot express how angry I am that it would come to this, that she would use her kids as pawns to try and hurt me. She has to be aware her actions have already killed me inside and this is just unnecessary.
IDK that there is any semblance of the woman I married still left. My God was I that horrible to bring her to these tactics or was that who she was all along?
Needless to say I did not sleep at all last night, last time I looked at the clock it was 2:30 and then awoke sweating and shaking at 3 something and again at 5, 6, and finally 7. Breath I can make it through this and tomorrow is another day.
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16