Sparks,

Ahhhhm that roller coaster of emotions. Sometimes, anger gets you through. And the next minute you are a puddle of tears again. It's truly crazy how you can feel every emotion in a matter of minutes. Agree with Thornton to remember not to act on the highs or lows and let your emotions get the best of you. I'm working on that too. Don't want to undo the good db'ing we've done for ourselves.

Love what Tim wrote about being two people on 2 different tracks. I'm starting to see how my H isn't who I married anymore. Maybe when people say you deserve better that's what they mean: someone who's on the same path with you, values the same things or at least will try to stay on that path even when there's obstacles in the way. Very interesting way to view things.

Glad you have plan for Friday! Being prepared will make it easier.


M 44 H 46
M 20yrs T 25 yrs
S15 S12

ILYBINILWY 7/18/15
Move to MBR 9/8/15
Physical Separation 10/10/15
Suspect A 8/2015
Confirm A 12/27/15
D filed by H 2/2/16