Thankful I woke up today. But I need to get unstuck - I've been avoiding looking for a new main job, and then a 2nd job to help me get back on my feet. I'm not sad right this second but, just like, "What the heck man?" We have so much financial trouble already that its hard to even move and its a lot of pressure when he tells me that I need to move by a certain date b/c he can't help me anymore. I've bee paying for a lot of stuff by myself and he makes a lot more than I do.

Better days, better days, betters days are coming.


"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."