I hear you Thornton, the detaching is such a roller coaster. I know in my heart I can manage on my own, that I don't need someone helping me do stuff like my W does.
I knew hearing these little bits of information and although I don't have expectations, they go round my head probably as much as they are going round W's.
Reading about your stay away a month before BD brought back memories. The day before I found her at his place she told me she wanted to love me better... That she had seen my old self when I looked after her when she was sick 2 days before.
I know tomorrow is going to be a hard day to wake up to, the first day waking up in a house all to myself... But I will do it, I will hit the gym tonight.
I know in my heart that my family can offer my W more than this connection to this OM but until she sees it, this process goes on.
