Thanks Ojap, I haven't felt the need or want to contact her since she left on Sunday. Today is the first night in 3 months that I don't have the kids at home. I told her at the time the words, I'm sorry, mean nothing at this time, that I would have to see how sorry she was, not hear it to believe it. That if she was as sorry as she tries to make out, we wouldn't be going down this road.
From a friend, he believes my W is very confused and feels like this decision of hers has snowballed on her. I can't help her though, she has to walk this path herself. Like I posted earlier too, his wife had lunch with mine recently and got impressions that what I was doing was impressing my W. I just am taking that I will keep doing the same for me and see what happens later..
I agree that it's very hard to do but will keep working on it. I know I don't need her, there are many things I can do for myself.
Thanks and good luck again today for your interview.
