Hey lovely, it feels like a long time since we connected. I am glad to see you have moved to some awesome support from this part of the forum. I am sure they will provide you with all the support and love you need to get through this part of BD and DBing. You have a definite handful with H and his spew and using your lovely girl in the mix. I think for the short term JksD getting you to the point of feeling strong, happy and settled in yourself is the goal. H behaviour has undermined your confidence big time with his abuse and neglect. The recent gossipy school lot is not helping and the social pressure for you related to the stigma of D in your homeland is not helpful. That's a lot Sista! Make sure you keep dropping by so we can lift you up and love you through this.

JksD you have one of the sweetest dispositions and you are one of the funniest wittiest women I know. Chin up you gorgeous woman!!

Lots of love

Jellyxxx