You are?! That makes me excited. I live in central florida =D

I'm trying to keep it together.

I had one of best friends text me tonight saying my H was angry-annoyed with me for not telling him why I have so many dr appointments and asking her H(his partner) if he knew why.

He only asked me once and I said follow ups and maybe blood work and an exam.

I have an eye exam I did this week,2 consultations for a tummy tuck (not telling anyone) and 1 follow up for my new anxiety-sleeping pills and my other pills. Maybe blood work if needed.

I'm not hiding anything.

I find it funny that he would ask his friend if he knew or if he could all his wife. I didnt even tell her about them or what my new medicine was. She just asked if I was okay. I said yes, the same thing I told H and she left it at that. I told her if I am dying I'll let her know.

Should I tell him my medical info? I don't think I need to.

I have situational depression, anxiety, panic attacks: from my divorce, thinking of him and the OW and many life. My dr says I'm good at holding it, freaking out(pinic attack and anxiety) then being good again. I have the pills as needed.

Just semi venting right now.


Me:24 H:26
T:7yrs M:4yrs
S:4 D:5
ILYBNILWY 12/5
PA Confirmed 2/19