Trump, I have always been keeping up on your thread tho not posting as it seemed like you were getting lots of good support and advice. And I'm not here to give advice.
I want to tell you I am praying for you. It sounds like things are very hard right now and it is weighing on your mind heavily. I know you are a devout Christian and truly believe in Him. Keep the faith, keep believing in Him and yourself. Act as tho He is beside you when you act and speak. Because he is.
Stay strong Trumpet and be the man you want to be for yourself and your children.
It seems like the dark days may never end sometimes. However sometimes darkness can show you the light my friend. Be strong. Do not let your faith waiver.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
