PTSD is a difficult diagnosis and a particular disorder.
I think it's more likely that it's a reactive state called an endogenous generalised anxiety.
Just because you are paranoid doesn't mean they aren't out to get you. These are real life events which have an impact on you and that is absolutely completely totally normal and natural. What you are experiencing Ju is to be expected.
In fact there would be something amiss if it wasn't like that and if there was no leakage then I would really be concerned.
I am going to recommend a book by Bessel The body keeps the score.
It's really good to know the effects of damage.
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Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW