WW, My Addiction, Patience, and Hope - III

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My wife called the cops on me tonight.

Second time I've had to talk to an officer in a week.

This time, after a short discussion, and her asking why I have to make things so difficult with the divorce, I asked why she was still wearing her wedding ring. She said she thought I'd take it.

I asked her for it, and she gave it to me! Great. She said I could have it. A minute later she comes back and wants it back... WTF? I said no. She did ask me a few more times, and each time I told her she had given it to me, and so that the discussion was over.

She called the cops and told them I had stolen her ring from her and wouldn't give it back.

I think the cops had a bit of a chuckle out of it.

She has really started to come unhinged.

The kids now know that the divorce is back on again. My W is repeating to anyone, including the kids, that OM is just a friend, and will never be more than that. That me asking for him to be out of her life is absurd, since he's just a friend, and that 15 years of mental abuse I've given her is justification enough for the divorce. Being a christian woman, she's using my pornography as adultery, giving her freedom to divorce me.

I'll be putting together my financials soon. I'm not in a rush, and my lawyer isn't either - we have a mandatory 120 days in WI as a cool-off period. With the stay order, and the re-engagment of the D, I think we are probably only 2 weeks into the official 4 month hold. July might even be early.

I cannot understand how a woman, my wife, has gone so far off the rails, and so far out of reality. A conservative Christian woman, who has a guilty conscience so large it drarfs almost all others I know. How love, and sin, can so manipulate a heart into believing up is down and left is right.

I truly think there is now no way to stop this train.