Hey Zuessy. You have been on my mind for the last few days, not entirely sure why, can't make head nor tail of it really. There is something about the absence of your voice frome the boards, that disconcerts me somewhat. I don't say that with any intent or expectation that it would prompt you to do anything other what you do for you and your good heart. It is likely more a self reflection on maybe there is something I am wanting to ask and have anwsered by you. For the life of me I have no idea what it would be. I did give some thought to maybe I have something to extend to you, but nope coming up with nada there too. I guess there is some comfort in seeing someone around the halls who you know and trust and is sweet smile and casual wink and no words are said, but yet a knowing and understanding that everything is fine between you. Maybe is evolution this place brings that you realise the impermnance of things and people and in the silence of no longer hearing their voice you realise that once again life has had its way with you. You make a small quiet gasp and the recognition of it and feel the loss and then bloster oneself to the next step into this intrepid journey.
I have had lots of endings and loss around me within the last few weeks. Talk of loss, experience of loss, death, change.
Ahhh it starts to make sense why I am thinking of you and your very quiet voice, your silence.
I wonder what will happen the day there you are not there to reach out to.
Thanks for letting me share. First time I have felt the desire to post in weeks.
