Where will we go from here

[TimR]

Oh I know how you feel. After all of this comes out, right now I would still take her back. Not as quickly though as yesterday.

I guess chivalry is not dead, instead it just kills us. While I am so angry with her, I will still not take the low road. I am not going to insult, I am not going to post on social media, I am not going to go around to her job or her friends and inform them of what she is doing. But I will do what needs to be done for S13. After I start it I may then try to reach out to S16.

I just cannot understand how it all came to this. I gotta read the stuff on codependency because I cannot imagine I got involved with such a woman. How did I not see those tendencies under the surface. I truly am a fool.