I know Mutatio. I wish I could be posting about how happy I am despite husband leaving me. There are moments that I am...dancing/cuddling/reading with kids, joking with friends.
But then I feel hurt by an inaction or unfair treatment by husband. (For example. He texts me about kids, I respond, then no return text...like ok or ttyl, or something to show that yes I am a person and this is how you engage with another human being. ) I feel like I am being disrespected. And I know the answer is to detach. In order for me to detach, I will have moved on
Just that one lack of response to my text makes me want to file with the sleaziest lawyer I can find. It makes me want to hurt him (the only thing that seems to hurt him is the threat to his finances) the way he has hurt me (stone walling)
