Thanks Zeus, I agree whether or not the A is active doesn't change the steps and actions I am taking.

V, thanks for the TED suggestion, I'm going to pull it up tonight. I think the whole fake it till you make it concept is the same as actually doing it bc you're going through the same motions, no? I am really trying to get to that point but it's taking awhile. Something inside of me just can't let the hope go.

Thanks for checking in Tim, Barre is a workout combination of Pilates, dance and ballet. Good for toning and flexibility. It was quite a workout but really good. And a nice break from my usual running regimen. Thank you for asking! I think I'll sign up for the package...definitely a 189 and GAL for me so "we'll see."


"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."