Now what?/ One Day at a Time

[melweb]

hi kml

I do not think they slept together before BD #1, but I suppose anything is possible. They met 3 or 4 days before BD#1. I had access to his phone acct at that point, but aside from a few texts, there was nothing else--not hundreds of texts, no late night texting, no phone calls. But it could have been very heavy flirtation indeed. Or I guess a one night stand- who am I kidding??!!

It was after we reconciled that it seemed to escalate. I no longer have access to his phone acct.

I love the idea of me taking off for the weekend, but I really cannot, due to lack of funds. I am not even sure how I am getting groceries on Friday. We moved here with a house still for sale and it has not sold yet. That has put us under serious financial stress. And because we just moved here, I do not have any friends yet. I am working on that, as I just started working last month.

However, I DO plan on hitting a restaurant that has live music on Saturday night. By myself. In some hot dress.