I was friendly, even when he was texting the OW ( I noticed he had a special ring tone for her and for me and then everyone else is normal so he knows to limit his texting when hes near one of us or something?)
He ate a bite of my yogurt, helped upgrade my ps4 character, I left.
No calls,texts,nothing.
I left him a detailed baby note on what dinner-lunch-breakfast options.
What D5 has to wear to school for dr.suess week
That the Batman soda in the fridge was for him( s3 got it at my dr appt for free. My eye dr has free good and drinks while you wait and he brought it home for daddy.)
It was okay. I'm feeling okay.
Taking relaxing baths, working on me.
My friends mom offered me a job under the table until later 12$ an hour doing my old job I had 2 years ago instead of 10$ like I used to make. Maybe 400-600$ a month secret money for my purse.
Finishing cna school tomorrow, signing up for My exam next week.
Bought some spiritual candles from this psychic town over near me.
I bought relaxation and love.
The red candle smells amazing and is suppose to make you feel more loved, love yourself, etc not like make my H love me.
Not even sure if its a real thing but it smells amazing and I really like it.
Relaxation is a really good vanilla lavender delicious scent.
I miss my H. I love my H. I'm OK without my H. I'm happy without my H.
I'm feeling stronger, more independent, better.
I don't feel like this is my fault. If it is meant to be he will find me again.
He regretting leaving me the first time so maybe he will the second time around.
