Looking for a Spark in the dark

[Sparkls]

I should tell myself that more because hell, the first 3 years of our relationship were a long distance relationship between CO and NY and we did just find. It sucked, but it made the time we were together that much better.

And my puppies are great. Me and WH had two beagles that we got as puppies. When my mom died, I had to take in her two white mop-head type things. walking 4 dogs means trying to keep 4 leashes untangled = a true exercise in futility.

Reading up on something V said in Broke's thread: errors in thinking. I'm guilty of all of them since d-day. What's sad is I really never used to do any of them. I was very calm and level headed (maybe that's why being a doctor was always such a good path for me) but since then, I just can't seem to get my thinking on board. It's all over the place all the time I'm doing all of the error. And so is WH. I really want to send this to him and be like LOOK> YOU DO THIS> STOP!
(not going to. but I want to. I've told him he catastrophizes for years) He's especially guilty of the only seeing the negative. I guess that 's the whole point of letting go: to make him have to experience the loss of all of the positive.

Other funny story: so last week, I cut about 8 inches off my hair. It had gotten insanely long (like to my waist). Washed it for the first time today. Used *WAY* too much shampoo and conditioner. Took me like 5 minutes to wash it all out. X-p