Lonely Hearts Club V

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I know Rouky you are special! I hope we meet someday. I can see what a fool your husband is from here as well. I just wish that I could make things better for you. I am going to be OK but I feel like I am going to face more treatment. The doctor called today but I was out of service so didn't hear it ring. He didn't leave a message so I thinks it's bad news. I tried to call them back but couldn't get anyone. Strangely I am at peace today. I know that God is with me and that everything will be OK. I feel really good and I am getting back into shape so maybe that's an indicator too. Last time I was diagnosed I was losing weight no matter how much I ate. Now I am gaining a little at a time. You have been a giver of life to me Rouky and it is so regretful that your husband is willing to walk away from you. His loss will be a wonderful gift to one of us guys though. How is your family? I think about them every day and I pray for them as well as you. This is just one of those times when all we can do is pray. I do hope that you have someone in your life that brings you comfort. I am sure your children bring you great pleasure! My son is coming home from college for the weekend and is bringing his fiance' I so love being with them and the time always goes too fast. My wife hated when my children would come home so that pressure is off of me forever. We can just be ourselves and enjoy being together. My son is very intelligent and it is so fun to listen to him. It makes me proud to see him working through the clutter of life and our education system and finding truth where it lies! He like me is a true abstract thinker and we are very rare. A lot of universities here pride themselves on teaching abstract thought but I believe that it is mostly born in ones DNA.

I love to say Rouky because it brings me such peace and happiness. I was thinking of you when gathering sap from the Maple trees today. I'm going to make you those awful waffles someday! Peace to you Rouky and I hope your week is going well and that you have something amazing planned for the weekend!

Bonsoir ma cherie!