Broke, I'm sorry you haven't been feeling so hot but I do hope you're feeling a little better. We are all here. I love how Tim put it about our bags getting a little lighter with every little bump. And please know that I also get that feeling like H just feels sorry for me and that he has no feelings at all about what he has done in his effort to live only to make himself happy. This is a fog that will eventually lift and when it does, they're going to look up and see the destruction they've caused and have to carry that everyday as we are now.
But please know and actively take stock of how much progress you've made! You and I are at the same time mark and it started all over for me when H actually stated the D word to the masses after having me in limbo for 5 months. And I can't imagine going back to where I was a few months ago, the though literally scares me. Every day brings its own unique set of emotions, some things I didn't even realize existed for instance, how can you laugh and cry at the exact same time? But please know that you are an amazing, confident, strong and fearless woman and mother. We are getting prepared to be better for our next R's, whether its with our S's or not. We're going to pull through, because we have to.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
