So sorry Broke, rest assured that the pain gradually goes away. I read somewhere that it's between 3 to 5 years to FULLY recover from betrayal. I'm one year in and it doesn't hurt everyday, only when I'm tired, not busy.
I felt really down today and google 365 days of happiness and looked at all the pictures, I can't even describe how good it was to read this. It was a couple of minutes but I was happy.
Hang in there. I know it's hard and we will get through it :-)
