Wow, mind is blown 14

[Uphill]

I'm just gonna list a few things here to make lemonade and remind myself how much worse off my sitch could be.

There is defiantly a lot of thinking on XF's part
She has made changes which I said would have to happen to consider anything
There is still emotional attachment on her end
We had some small "future talk" last week, by her
She came clean on many issues and discussed how it led astray
Showed genuine remorse for many of those things