Feeling he's in MLC, but in D process

[Nel]

Like everyone else here, emotions sometimes sneak up and crash over me, leaving me in a puddle of paralyzing fear, anger or despair. Other days I'm so convinced that I'm detached or hopeful that the changes I see in him are a positive sign that I'm walking on sunshine.

This is exactly how I'm feeling. It's such an exhausting rollercoaster of emotions!

I do feel it's a good sign for you that he is initiating contact more. He is so obviously confused and all over the place. When with him, just keep being the woman only a fool would leave. You are really doing a great job, Cil. I'm sure that you feel the same way as me that with the D already in progress-- that the time clock is ticking-- but, there is nothing we can do about it, so I just remind myself to take it one day at a time and don't look too far ahead in the future. You never know what is going to happen, especially when you least expect it.

Nel