C, once again I am struck by the similarities in our situations.
I too am finding it very difficult to forgive the unapologetic. My emotions are also all over the place.
And your statement about being non-detached!! H is on my mind constantly. I am DBing majorly and it is keeping him guessing. I'm now the wife who has filed to save herself, that only the fool has left. Being fired as his wife, I have to separate the emotions from the practical and logical. Yes, I wish it could be different.
Sad that he shows no remorse over the disaster he's created.
Buttercup
Me 50 H 51 M 17 T 20 D16 H EA Feb 2014 BD Sept 2015 H moved out Nov 2015 W Filed D papers Mar 2016