Wasn't to keen to see WAH and God heard me. I put on of my favourite song on and danced like crazy. Straight after I got a phone call that STBXH couldn't come. I validate that he couldn't make it, then he decided to move on talking about house sale, still validated. Told him I got a phone call for him and forwarded his mobile. Sent him a cheeky text ( about him being broken down).
Can't explain why but I was happy. I could have not forwarded the call I had for him, then felt ok doing it. I'm grateful that he rang on mobile, then texted and finally rang on landline to tell me he couldn't make it. He also asked to speak to the kids to explain why he couldn't come. A 180 for him.
I'm also exited as I'm starting singing lessons next week. Never done that before. Not something I'd want to do but I thought it could help me with being shy!