Wow that hurt to type but there it is. I get that I was not a great H, there were times I was unreasonable, neglectful and not affectionate. I see in summarizing my M where I could have done things different and would not be here (well at least I think) now.

Yet that damage is done and I can only move forward. If you have any specific questions, let me know.

Writing it did help me to understand where some of the anger has come from, although still not all.


Me 41
W 33
M 2013
Suspect A 11/15
Confirm A 1/16
She moved out 2/14/16
Stepson 13
Stepson 16