Wow, mind is blown 14

[Uphill]

We always, even in our worst time had daily contact due to S4. Not necessarily hi, how are you but almost always some sort of crossing paths whether on the phone or in person. It is just recently that either of us have reached out to each other on other subjects.

While things were looking fairly good, we would both initiate. Typically just a good morning or have a good day at work type thing. Then after work, typically she would initiate because she would be off work earlier than me. Some nights it wasn't much of anything, just a few texts, small talk. Other times it would be quite a bit of joking around and just feeling like a couple...

in that time is when she would frequently ask to call and then would initiate the R talks and really open up. In this time span is also when she started the actions to back up her words.

This lasted until last Thursday. That is the day she went in and quit her job. she was still talkative and really friendly right after that. Some time Thursday evening is when it changed without warning. Kept the PMA up all through Friday and Saturday, just figuring she was having bad days. Sunday was when the I don't know where I stand line was given.

Personally, I feel like there has just been so much change in her life over the last few days/weeks that she's overthinking and trying to process everything? I had been just keeping up with what seemed to be working and being there but not trying to be overbearing.

I think now I pull back completely and see what happens? The squirrel got spooked, maybe it was me, maybe a branch fell in the woods? Either way I can't continue what I've been doing because it's almost as if we went backwards a month.