Still NC - Trying to move forward

[HopeRB]

I think people know when it's time to let go. You will wake up one morning and not care.

Wondering if this happened to me between last night and this morning? I'm not at peace with it but then again, it is what it is.

Me too. I tend to wake up from dreams about him with this profound feeling of loss. Some days are better than others but I just miss my best friend, my lover etc.

I've said these exact same words. I miss my friend. I miss his gestures, his laugh. I forgot where I saw the discussion about physical affects of all this but I also wake up a lot throughout the night feeling completely alone in the world. And I've suffered from extreme hair loss b/c of this.

I don't really know what sign will tell me that it's time to give up and walk away but I will tell you that I was ready to give up a few times when I felt that God was telling me not to give up.

I feel that way alot and I think that's what keeps me holdin' on.