Still NC - Trying to move forward

[TimR]

Sounds like you had a productive night Thornton. Glad to hear you are making progress through IC and keeping up in the gym.

While I cannot say I am making progress, I am keeping up in the gym. My back is feeling a bit better and I managed to make it through my entire routine last night and even added 2 minutes on to my running. Getting closer to that 5k... I don't know if that is a good or bad thing.

You certainly cannot blame yourself for W decisions. None of us can. Did we play a part... Yes. Were we perfect... No. But look at all of us here desperately trying to save our M. If that says nothing about our character and level of commitment, our WASs are completely blind.

I am sure you made mistakes, D justifying mistakes I don't think so. In fact probably mistakes that most sane women would not bat an eye at or in the very least would tell you it bothers them and you would correct. I have not known you that long and have seen that you have grown incredibly but I do not think the pre-separation Thornton was a bad guy either!

Stay strong buddy.