Toast - burnt or just right

[rich4j]

Hey Folks

Took some much needed time off from the board...did post a few comments but nothing on my sitch as I have been too slammed with trying to find a place to live and just everything that is swirling in my world

Some who are in the same sitch of having to move on with the D looming or being negotitated know what i mean when your world has been already turned upside down with the STWX and then having to REALLY figure out life afterwards

Had some great time with my D but still manage to cry in certain situations as I love her dearly and cringe at the day we are going to tell her which hasn't happneded yet. I worry constantly she wont want to be around me as much as her due to the custody we are working on and the neighborhood I "wont have" which is really unfair

We have started to tell more people and I have gotten weird reactions from some of my friends like they know how hard she is to deal with etc....

Hard to find a place to live as I have pets and still struggle with "why am I moving?" It really is such a huge life changing event and she really has had to do nothing but tell me she doesn't love me anymore, etc...

Who said the world is a fair place