I decided last night to leave him be after seeing the overwhelming response here. And I will let him wait for a bit when I do hear from him.

Went to bed and woke up today feeling a bit like I could take it or leave it at this point. Of course I'd like to take it but, it's so not up to me. So that's where my head is at with that in this moment. Of course, that can change throughout the course of the day though.

Vanilla, you're right, the emptiness of the WAS is so disheartening to us LBS b/c there is absolutely nothing we can do as a support system to fill that hole. Everyday, I pray for my H to be awakened, and who knows maybe he already has and he feels this is his truth. Frustrating to say the least.


"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."