I just had a thought when walking my dogs. They have a hole that they're trying to stuff full of whatever they think will make them feel whole but none of it does because it's a hole that's only filled when you're in an open honest loving committed relationship. We have to let them stuff all that crap into the hole to see that none of it fits. And then we show them that we do.

Poetic huh?

Now, I just have to make myself believe that every time he's doing some Hong that hurts me. It's just him shoving a square peg into a round hole.


M:26 H:32 T:8yrs
ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16
D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16
Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW
I moved to different state: 06/16
Currently: Trying to move forward