It's not the end yet, because I definitely don't feel OK. I get so anxious when I don't hear from her for more than a day. And I haven't heard from her since Sunday. I'm just confessing what's true. I know I shouldn't obsess. It's just that she leaves tomorrow for a trip that I would normally take with her, and I'm sad that all this is happening and I'll not get to go to this event anymore. It was a big part of our life together, and of her life for the past 40 years... These days, it seems that whenever I sort of cut her off, she goes away. Before it would bring her closer. I'm just so damn miserable right now. Yesterday I was optimistic or at least more hopeful and I need to go back to my mantra: we are not done, we will be together, I WILL get to go home. I'm still trying to DB, folks, and I'm not ready to give up hope. I need reassurance, please. (Sorry, but I need it over and over or I lose it.)
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat
