Too Much Time Is Passing By

[HopeRB]

I agree. The head banging actually might hurt less. Oddly enough, ever since this started happening, I sometimes catch myself feeling fearless. Like nothing can scare me b/c this was my biggest fear. Like I can handle anything that comes after this and I now could care less what people think about me or what they have to say about me wanting to save my M.

This is clear example of the nature of our emotions- one minute I feel like screaming in the bathroom stall at work, the next I feel like nothing scares me now. This stuff is just insane. I just never know which way my feelings are going to go.

Okay, I love how you put this:

we won't be fooled. We will be longsuffering, without being doormats. We will wade through the mess. Hope, pray, and believe.

All the while...doing our best to GAL, detach, 180, and become better versions of ourselves.