Sometimes I wonder if it would be easier to detach if I didn't post on here. But then I realize that I need to hear the advice over and over again to feel better. W last emailed me Sunday night about a spam email she received -- she asked if it was spam and if she has an Amazon account... she does not. I sometimes feel she's temp checking me with these emails. Keeping me close for when the A ends. But then when I don't hear from her I know I just have to move forward. Not on, forward. It's just so hard and I think only time will help it.

I know I'm codependent. I'm working on it.


11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker
Reconciling since late April 2016
Don't give up until it's time, then move on
Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat