W is spoiled. So what. You are not feeding that anymore, right? She will have to figure out for herself if that is the woman she wants to be.
Its that I just feel so alone. with no one to love but my kids. I feel so empty.
I know its just feelings and they will pass. Continue to love your kids. There is one more prrson in this equation that desperately needs the love that you are begging to gove to someone...who could really use it....take a guess??? What can you do today for that man?
