Too Much Time Is Passing By

[HopeRB]

Journaling, this has been on my mind ever since I started this current thread:

I feel like my title for this thread is the opposite of the energy I want to put out into the universe. I want to remain optimistic and open. I think it should be, "So Much Time Is Passing By" b/c it's really not up to me to say how much time is too little or too late. Everything happens in the timing it's supposed to a.k.a God's timing, and all I should be doing is seeking to understand the lessons I'm supposed to be learning through all of this.

Of course, that doesn't take away the hurt, the pain, the sorrow and the feelings of despair. I just felt the need to bring this out from within me b/c I want to continue to be patient and trust the process and have faith that something good will come from all of this.

Ok, that was my self-motivation for the hour. Lets see where I'll be in the next few hours, might have to refer back to that...darn these pesky conflicting emotions!