In House S (7)

[vise82]

Hey pajo,

W is spoiled.

So I have been feeling terrible and wife has picked up on it, She talked to me this morning saying whats going on your were ok with S for the last two days , what is wrong. Then she is asking if the people can come into the house to take the listing pictures.

I was angry, she is asking and I cant say no so why ask? I said back there is nothing I can do so go ahead take the pictures. I was angry. I think its because we told the kids and nothing changed. I had a little hope something would change. My S7 this morning asked to see photos of the house his mom is buying. He is happy for the new houses.

I left the house and W texts me asking what is wrong, I haven't replied. I don't know what to say to her.

Was thinking of saying this is not easy for me, I have good days and bad days.

I got approved for the house I was looking at and I am not as happy as I should be about it. Its that I just feel so alone. with no one to love but my kids. I feel so empty.

I know its just feelings and they will pass.