"I long for the day when I don't go to bed thinking about my sitch or waking up thinking about my sitch. I would love for the knot in my stomach that has been there for 7 months to go away...."
Add me to the list. It takes energy for me to go to bed every night b/c I know the next day I'll experience the full gamut of emotions at some point. Isn't that the craziest thing you've ever heard?! I woke up this morning earlier than normal and felt ok with my "new normal" but as soon as I got going, felt a wave of sadness deep in my chest. You're not alone today, broke.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
